Well, I am sitting in my accounting class, bored. I finished the test like half an hour ago and I think I did alright on it. It is pretty easy stuff. It is mostly just the multiple choice that I don't like. I need to see it down before I get it, usually, it just makes it easier.
So I have been pretty bored lately. I went to homecoming on Saturday and on Friday I went to the homecoming game and carnival and whatnot and it was pretty fun. But other than that I haven't been doing too much.
Well, I don't really know why I am typing this, since 1. no one will read it and 2. I don't have much to say I was just bored.
BYE!
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Swissconsin
So today I am in Wisconsin visiting my sister and her children that live here. She had two daughters, aged 2 and 1, and just a couple weeks ago she had twin boys. So she now has four kids under the age of three. Wow... At least the oldest one will be turning three in a month or so. But it is pretty crazy.
It is super fun being here though and playing with them all. They are all like the cutest children of all time.
Today we all went to the Farmer's Market, and it was pouring. But we waited like half an hour in the parking garage and it stopped. Then we walked the streets and sampled various delicacies, such as salsa and cheese. They have some very good cheese here. I bought some of it and it is freaking delicious. I also got some hot salsa that is also very tasty.
The kids are at this very moment trying to spin me around in my chair while I type. I will be sad to leave when I have to.
^ That should have been posted a few days ago, but it wouldn't let me. Now I am back home, and it is very sad.
It is super fun being here though and playing with them all. They are all like the cutest children of all time.
Today we all went to the Farmer's Market, and it was pouring. But we waited like half an hour in the parking garage and it stopped. Then we walked the streets and sampled various delicacies, such as salsa and cheese. They have some very good cheese here. I bought some of it and it is freaking delicious. I also got some hot salsa that is also very tasty.
The kids are at this very moment trying to spin me around in my chair while I type. I will be sad to leave when I have to.
^ That should have been posted a few days ago, but it wouldn't let me. Now I am back home, and it is very sad.
Friday, May 6, 2011
The Adventures of Em and Tiff Episode 4
Well, this episode is going to be a little different, because it is about five days instead of just one night. It probably won't have much detail, though there was much.
- Em, Tiff, Micah and Mason go to the park on Thursday
- They have a picnic with fruit snacks.
- They play on the playground and the swings.
- Micah is good at awkward hugs.
- Micah can do the Chuck move!!! :D
- They go home.
- Em, Tiff, Micah and Mason go a bunch of random places on Friday.
- They do Double Dream Hands and Double Dream Feet. The guys join Em and Tiff so they don't look like SUCH freaks all alone.
- They go home.
- Tiff, Micah and Mason come to Em's house.
- They bring her balloons for her birthday, along with fruit snacks and candy and a sobe.
- They prance/skip while being escorted EFY style/holding hands.
- Nicole and Connie drive up while we are holding hands and skipping.
- It is awkward.
- They give Em delicious peanut butter bars for her birthday.
- They all watch some Mulan.
- Micah meditates like Shang on the floor for a few minutes.
- They go home.
- Em and Micah walk to Em's house from school on Monday.
- They watch like 10 minutes of Chuck.
- Tiff and Mason come over and they start over and watch Chuck while being freaks.
- After Chuck they are being freaks and Em accidentally hits a light from her intense lamp into the ceiling and it explodes.
- They all sit in shock for a few seconds.
- They clean it up.
- Tiff, Em and Mason drive Micah home.
- Tiff, Em and Mason go back to Em's house and do Double Dream Feet and Double Dream Hands again.
- They find a new gangster fail one called R U Ready? and do it.
- They go home.
- Tiff, Em, Micah and Mason go to Macey's.
- They go to Arby's for Tiff to get food.
- There is a SUPER CREEPER guy there and Tiff and Em think they are going to get raped.
- They go to the park to eat Tiff's food.
- They go visit Kaden and Jaden. Kaden is a freak.
- They go to Allan's house to visit him. His mom tells us he is visiting James, whose leg is broken.
- They go to James's house.
- Allan, Natalie (Allan's retarded ex girlfriend) and Jesse Wardle are there with James.
- We stand there awkwardly for a while.
- Tiff, Em and Mason go outside and get high fives/awkward hugs from Micah (Who decided to stay and walk home later)
- They go home.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
The Adventures of Em and Tiff Episode 3
Well, this episode actually happened about a week or two ago. But oh well. It was another time when we actually did something with our lives.
- Tiff comes and picks up Em.
- They go pick up Micah.
- They all go to Allan's house.
- We meet Allan's parents and once again Em is told that she looks like Julia Stiles (just a few days after Em told Tiff that her Seminary class last year had said she looked like her) by Allan's mom.
- They all wait for Allan's PG friend Brannen to come.
- Brannen comes and Tiff and Em meet him for the first time.
- Tiff, Em, Micah, Allan and Brannen go to Ridley's and get 3 poster papers.
- They all go back to Allan's house and make "Free hugs" signs. Tiff and Em share one, Brannen and Micah cut one in half and Allan gets his own.
- Allan spills milk on his.
- Allan doesn't want it to smell like milk so he sprays it with cologne.
- Em and Tiff smell the poster then agree that he will get the most hugs.
- Em, Tiff, Micah, Allan and Brannen go back to Ridley's with our signs. No one gets any hugs.
- Allan is very aggressive with his sign.
- We all go to Macey's, hoping for better luck. We each get a few hugs.
- We go to the mall, thinking that there will be more young people that need hugs there.
- We get a ton of hugs.
- The mall cop comes up to us and tells us that we can't have signs. :(
- We go outside and walk around the long way back to the car.]
- We get lots of hugs outside.
- One girl yanks on the emergency brake and leaps out of her car along with this guy and practically tackles Allan and then hugs each of us in turn.
- Tiff and Em get a hug from this creeper guy that deduced what school we went to from Em's sweatshirt and (unknowingly.... Probably) says Tiffany's street number. And asks what stakes we are all in.
- Allan, Micah and Brannen create an opening for escaping the creeper (He still had an arm around Em) and we leave him.
- They all go back to Allan's and debate forever about what to do next.
- They go to Em's house and pick up She's the Man.
- They go to Little Ceaser's and get pizza and crazy bread.
- They go back to Allan's house and eat pizza.
- They watch She's the Man.
- They sit in a comatose state until Micah gets up and hauls us all off the couch.
- Tiff falls off on the floor and fails at standing back up.
- They all wake up somewhat.
- Tiff, Em, and Allan drive Micah home. Brannen stays at Allan's house.
- Tiff, Em and Allan go back to Allan's house.
- Tiff, Em, Allan and Brannen sit in Allan's front room until 11:40ish.
- Tiff and Em say goodbye to Allan (Brannen mysteriously vanished) and give him a hug.
- Tiff drives Em home.
Friday, March 18, 2011
The Adventures of Em and Tiff Episode 2
So guess what is weird? This Monday, we actually did something! Weird, huh? This is how it went.
- Em did nothing all day.
- Tiff tells Em to come hang out with her and these two guys.
- Tiff comes over to Em's.
- Tiff and Em go pick up Jaden.
- Tiff, Em and Jaden go pick up Micah.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah go to Macey's.
- Tiff, Em and Jaden get ice cream. Micah doesn't want any.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah go over to the fruit section and take pictures with spaghetti squash and pineapple. Jaden doesn't want to be in the pictures because he doesn't want to look like a fruit.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah look at the ties and the cards and decide that pink and purple ties are ugly. Well, Tiff and Em do.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah migrate over to this huge thing of socks. We bury Tiff and throw socks at each other. Em and Jaden steal Tiff's phone and she doesn't know where it is.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah move over and look at a bunch of magazines and various other things you would find at a cash register.
- Tiff, Em, Jaden and Micah leave and go sit in front of Tiff's house for a while. Then we go up and ring the doorbell and talk to Tiff's mom for a minute. Then we went back to the car.
- Tiff, Em and Micah walk Jaden home.
- While Tiff is walking Jaden to his door Micah and Em stand there awkwardly.
- Em sees a shooting star.
- Tiff, Em and Micah walk back to Tiff's house.
- Tiff and Em drive Micah home in the Jallopy.
- The Jallopy runs out of gas. We pull into a Texaco just in time.
- Tiff's mom comes and gives us money for gas.
- We leave and Tiff drives Em home.
- Tiff goes home.
Monday, March 7, 2011
The Adventures of Em and Tiff
So if this doesn't prove to you that I have NO life whatsoever, I don't know what will.
Me and Tiff's Friday:
Me and Tiff's Friday:
- We went to school.
- We went to the library to get a book for her book report.
- We went to the school's parking lot to listen to their radio station and heard Dj Kagg.
- We went to Tiff's house.
- We went to Em's house.
- We went to Tomasso's.
- We went to the mall.
- We went to Macey's and bought a funny birthday card for Kaden. It wasn't his birthday.
- We went back to Em's house.
- We went to Kaden's house and delivered the card.
- We went back to Em's house again.
- Tiff went home.
- We did like nothing all day. Well, Em did a bunch of jobs.
- We went to Em's house.
- We went to the school's parking lot. Dj Kagg wasn't on.
- We went driving around aimlessly.
- We visited Natalie.
- We went back to Em's house and sat on the couch doing NOTHING.
- Tiff went home.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Life update
So, lots has happened since I last posted. Except for not really. But kind of.
I am just trying to catch up with math and yearbook since I was retarded and missed a deadline. She moved my page to deadline 4 and now I have to get pictures and stuff for my page that I didn't already get. Also, yesterday I turned in all my missing math assignments and last week I retook the quiz that I epicly failed the first time. The first time I got like 12/35 or something and now I think I got like 26/35. Just a small difference... Just going from an F to a B on the quiz. Unfortunately I am still failing the class. Tomorrow I am going to go in and take the test that I missed last Wednesday because of a horrible filthy disease that I am mostly recovered from now (thankfully)
I am always tired nowadays, but I think I am finally starting to get used to it. Maybe. Just watch, now it will come crashing down on me tomorrow or next week or sometime. We'll see. I hope not. You can probably tell that I am tired because of my lovely rambling.
Well, I will stop rambling now and actually do something useful...
I am just trying to catch up with math and yearbook since I was retarded and missed a deadline. She moved my page to deadline 4 and now I have to get pictures and stuff for my page that I didn't already get. Also, yesterday I turned in all my missing math assignments and last week I retook the quiz that I epicly failed the first time. The first time I got like 12/35 or something and now I think I got like 26/35. Just a small difference... Just going from an F to a B on the quiz. Unfortunately I am still failing the class. Tomorrow I am going to go in and take the test that I missed last Wednesday because of a horrible filthy disease that I am mostly recovered from now (thankfully)
I am always tired nowadays, but I think I am finally starting to get used to it. Maybe. Just watch, now it will come crashing down on me tomorrow or next week or sometime. We'll see. I hope not. You can probably tell that I am tired because of my lovely rambling.
Well, I will stop rambling now and actually do something useful...
Monday, December 13, 2010
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!?!
CHUCK ISN'T ON AGAIN UNTIL JANUARY 17TH. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD. It has already been like 2 weeks since there was a new episode and now there are still almost 5 more. I am already having serious Chuck withdrawals; who knows what will happen in the next 5 weeks? I might just die. If Christmas wasn't coming up soon, I would. But people are depending on me to get them presents, so I have to come through. After that maybe I will cave in to my insanity. At least until January 17th, anyway.
Below are some pictures of Zachary Levi just because he is attractive.

Below are some pictures of Zachary Levi just because he is attractive.


Monday, November 22, 2010
General Life.
So, last time in yearbook I watched Chuck. It made my day about 20 times better. I kind of want to watch Tower Prep today, but I don't know if there is time. Eh, there might be, but I am not going to today. Maybe sometime. I am tired. And I am like 7-8 chapters behind in my reading for English. I hate Their Eyes Were Watching God. It is probably like the most retarded book on the planet. But there isn't much I can do about it, so I guess that is just too bad, isn't it?
I am so glad that there are only 2 days of school this week, and one of them is a Monday. I don't know if I could make it any longer without a break. What with them not having real teacher development days anymore, it seems like there have been no breaks at all. And really I can only think of two. UEA and labor day. I am just glad Chuck is on and they didn't wait until January to start the season. Hopefully it is a good long season. It is on again tonight, but I don't know if I can watch it. I am going to see Footloose tonight, which starts at 7:00, the same time as Chuck, so I will have to watch it tomorrow sometime. Hmmmm.... Maybe I will get up early to watch it before school, but it probably won't happen. I doubt even Chuck could get me out of be any earlier than normal. And if Chuck can't do it, no one can.
I am so glad that there are only 2 days of school this week, and one of them is a Monday. I don't know if I could make it any longer without a break. What with them not having real teacher development days anymore, it seems like there have been no breaks at all. And really I can only think of two. UEA and labor day. I am just glad Chuck is on and they didn't wait until January to start the season. Hopefully it is a good long season. It is on again tonight, but I don't know if I can watch it. I am going to see Footloose tonight, which starts at 7:00, the same time as Chuck, so I will have to watch it tomorrow sometime. Hmmmm.... Maybe I will get up early to watch it before school, but it probably won't happen. I doubt even Chuck could get me out of be any earlier than normal. And if Chuck can't do it, no one can.
Friday, November 12, 2010
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So I am in yearbook right now trying to caption a picture, but no one know who this girl is!! No one!! It is really irritating and I wish I could just cut her out of the picture, because I don't know what to do about it. I suppose I could try, but that might make the picture be all stretched and retarded looking, and I wouldn't want that. I even looked through all the Sophomore mugs pages and didn't find her anywhere. Geez. I am beginning to think she doesn't exist at all, and the camera was just taking a picture of a mirage.... But I don't know. Can cameras take pictures of those? Hmmm. That would be weird. I wonder.
Anyways, I better go find out who the girl is and get her in the caption. This was a very useful post.
Anyways, I better go find out who the girl is and get her in the caption. This was a very useful post.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Eventful life....
Well, lots has happened. I will start at the beginning of the most interesting stuff, I guess. One of them is I went on my first date a few weeks ago. We went to the haunted forest and had lots of fun. You know what I have decided is gross? Random people in costumes breathing on you. In case yoou couldn't guess, that is what happened. Multiple times. I suppose most people would back off if they had a mummy or a werewolf or a zombie or something about a milimeter away from their face, but I refused. And therefore, when they made their noises (growling, ragged breathing, etc.) it was into my face. And while all I could smell was their costumes (mostly rubber and fake blood and whatnot) who really wants anyone breathing in their face?
Then I suppose I should mention this past Saturday. Some of you might know that it was the sadies dance. For our day date the plan was to go laser tagging then go back to my house and carve pumpkins. Then we were supposed to go back to our houses and change into our costumes and meet once again at my house for dinner and then go to the dance. It all went as planned until we were driving back from laser tag and were turning left onto a street that goes to my house. We turned in front of a car. It didn't even slow down as it hit us head on. We slid back about 20-30 feet and were spun around 180 degrees. However, no one was hurt, we all got out of the car and stood there while the police officer (who had just happened to have been driving through the intersection at the time) came and started asking us questions. We were allowed to go into the Auto Zone near us and wait out of the rain. And since I was trying very hard not to cough or laugh because it freaking hurt to, I wasn't breathing like I normally would be. But oh well. I couldn't hold back the coughs forever and it felt like I did some serious internal damage to some internal organs.... But I didn't, as far as I know.
Anyways, after we talked to the paramedics/police/frantic parents we all went back to my house and carved pumpkins. Except Nicole and her cousin, who went home to talk to her parents. Then we finished that and sat in my living room for a while, trick-or-treated all around my cul de sac, and then we had dinner. My dad grilled steaks and my mom made rolls and Tiffany brought drinks and funeral potatoes (Oh, the irony) and Nicole brought a salad and dessert.
Then after that everyone was driven around to go change into their costumes. If you really want to see them (Trust me, you do) then they are on facebook and you can go find them. Tiffany and Tyler's costume was hilarious, so was Nicole and Jordan's and Brittany and Michael's. Mine was pretty intense as well.
After everyone was suited up, we went to the dance. Since our schedule had been so delayed, we were only there for about 45 minutes or maybe an hour. But it was still super fun and I am glad I went.
The car accident was probably one of the scariest things that has ever happened to me. Both cars were totalled and we are all very bruised. I have huge bruises all across my waist where I was thrown into the seatbelt (we were all wearing one) and I am pretty much sore all over. But yeah. Anyways. If you really want to know more, come find me. Or facebook will work or something.
Then I suppose I should mention this past Saturday. Some of you might know that it was the sadies dance. For our day date the plan was to go laser tagging then go back to my house and carve pumpkins. Then we were supposed to go back to our houses and change into our costumes and meet once again at my house for dinner and then go to the dance. It all went as planned until we were driving back from laser tag and were turning left onto a street that goes to my house. We turned in front of a car. It didn't even slow down as it hit us head on. We slid back about 20-30 feet and were spun around 180 degrees. However, no one was hurt, we all got out of the car and stood there while the police officer (who had just happened to have been driving through the intersection at the time) came and started asking us questions. We were allowed to go into the Auto Zone near us and wait out of the rain. And since I was trying very hard not to cough or laugh because it freaking hurt to, I wasn't breathing like I normally would be. But oh well. I couldn't hold back the coughs forever and it felt like I did some serious internal damage to some internal organs.... But I didn't, as far as I know.
Anyways, after we talked to the paramedics/police/frantic parents we all went back to my house and carved pumpkins. Except Nicole and her cousin, who went home to talk to her parents. Then we finished that and sat in my living room for a while, trick-or-treated all around my cul de sac, and then we had dinner. My dad grilled steaks and my mom made rolls and Tiffany brought drinks and funeral potatoes (Oh, the irony) and Nicole brought a salad and dessert.
Then after that everyone was driven around to go change into their costumes. If you really want to see them (Trust me, you do) then they are on facebook and you can go find them. Tiffany and Tyler's costume was hilarious, so was Nicole and Jordan's and Brittany and Michael's. Mine was pretty intense as well.
After everyone was suited up, we went to the dance. Since our schedule had been so delayed, we were only there for about 45 minutes or maybe an hour. But it was still super fun and I am glad I went.
The car accident was probably one of the scariest things that has ever happened to me. Both cars were totalled and we are all very bruised. I have huge bruises all across my waist where I was thrown into the seatbelt (we were all wearing one) and I am pretty much sore all over. But yeah. Anyways. If you really want to know more, come find me. Or facebook will work or something.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Yearbook/Chuck
So, remember how I had journalism last year and never had to do anything except on deadline days? Well, now I have yearbook and it is basically the same thing. So I have been reading Mylifeisaverage.com. If you have not read that site, do it. It has made my life and I don't know what I would do in this class without it. Certainly I would be very sad. But anyways.
Chuck was on again yesterday, and it was fairly epic. It wasn't as good as some of them, but Chuck accidentally maybe kind of possibly proposed to Sarah. I don't really know. But Morgan lost Big Mike's ring that was meant for Morgan's mom, and it got swept down a vent in the floor, sending it down into castle where Chuck and Sarah were talking. He picked it up, ending up on one knee holding the ring out to Sarah. Then the episode ended.
I feel that this is totally unfair for me to have to wait an entire week to see what happens. I did get to see the preview, but still. All it said about that really was Morgan saying something about Sarah accidentally accepting Chuck's accidental proposal. Hmmmm...
So as you can imagine, my mind was pretty much blown. I am not in a very excited mood at the moment, so I am not freaking out too much, but still. They can't do that to me! I am going to watch it again with a couple of my friends later this week, probably, or maybe just the first episode, actually, but Grrrr! They can't just have Chuck accidentally propose after a ring falls from the sky and end it right there! They just can't do that! How am I ever going to survive?!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
*click*
That was the sound of high school starting to be possible. I have actually been doing my homework better, and understanding more and whatnot. I think I just really needed a nice long break like summer to get it together. Why it had to take my entire sophomore year plus the summer to get into a good rythm, I don't know. But I wish it hadn't. But anyways, since I am doing so much better this year, I am hopefully not going to be whining about it so much. For all you people that still read my blog, if there are any, after journalism disbanded.
Having said that, I am not sure why I am still writing. I guess it is just nice to have something to put random thoughts onto, with the possible chance that someone might read it and understand my life just a little bit more.
I am not usually a person who needs a lot of encouragement or help from others. I am very independent and enjoy doing things by myself. But sometimes it is still quite nice to have somewhere just to post stuff. I do enjoy company, but I don't thrive of of others, and I am not an overly emotional person. Much to the confusion of my mom and/or sister who can't understand why I never cry about life. I hear them say, "I think I might have to cry tonight," or something and I just roll my eyes. What does crying help, anyways?
So anyways. I am not quite sure why I just put that there. Oh well. Its just like I said.
But yeah, life is much better this year in general, just thought whoever could be reading this might want to know.
Having said that, I am not sure why I am still writing. I guess it is just nice to have something to put random thoughts onto, with the possible chance that someone might read it and understand my life just a little bit more.
I am not usually a person who needs a lot of encouragement or help from others. I am very independent and enjoy doing things by myself. But sometimes it is still quite nice to have somewhere just to post stuff. I do enjoy company, but I don't thrive of of others, and I am not an overly emotional person. Much to the confusion of my mom and/or sister who can't understand why I never cry about life. I hear them say, "I think I might have to cry tonight," or something and I just roll my eyes. What does crying help, anyways?
So anyways. I am not quite sure why I just put that there. Oh well. Its just like I said.
But yeah, life is much better this year in general, just thought whoever could be reading this might want to know.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Chuck!!!! :D

Who ever knew one show could be so freaking amazing? Not me.
But anyways, Chuck season 4 started yesterday, as you may have guessed by the title and the picture and my raving. And it. Was. Amazing.
My friends and I have been in the midst of a Chuck marathon in the attempt to watch the previous 3 seasons before 4 started. It didn't really work. We watched the first season, then the first disc of season 2, then we realized we didn't have time to watch season 2 first, so we moved on to season 3. We watched the first few of that one, then the last couple of that one, and the one in the middle where Shaw dies. Which makes me happy. But then he comes back to life, which makes me very sad, but then Chuck dominates him in a fight, which makes me very happy again.
But this new season is going to be epic, I can tell. Just from the first episode, I can tell Chuck hasn't lost any of his awesomeness. Except he cut his hair shorter again. It has been shorter and shorter every season. In a couple seasons he could be bald. And if Chuck went bald, I would be very sad, because he is attractive and skilled.
Chuck is not the only thing that makes the show so amazing, though. All the characters are perfect. Good acting, good people in general. Well, maybe not good, but enriching to the show and just freaking awesome.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
FINALLY
Well, school finally ended. At long last I don't have to worry about homework or anything like that. *sigh* As you can see, I have uploaded some pictures from the last week of school. Not all of them, of course, but a few. I have had a pretty good week, even though it has been fairly insane. A ton of stuff has happened this week.
Not the least of which being that my sister moved, taking her family with her. It was quite sad. My mom is currently in Wisconsin helping them get moved in. I have enclosed some pictures of them below.
Not the least of which being that my sister moved, taking her family with her. It was quite sad. My mom is currently in Wisconsin helping them get moved in. I have enclosed some pictures of them below.
That is the page, if you didn't guess. I despise him with a burning fiery passion. Grrrr..... He'd better not be in the fourth season, or objects around me may be in danger of serious damage from my rage.
Anyways, I'm sure you are tired of hearing me rave about Chuck and school and whatnot. I will try to post again soon.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Die
*sigh*...
This school year just needs to end. Like.... Really. Except for the fact that I am failing Math. And the fact that I have a D in English. I'm hoping I can get my grade up more. I am not thinking I can pass Math. But I would really like to, since I despise Math with a burning, fiery passion and DO NOT want to take it again. At all.
But I am going to stop complaining about that. Or at least I am really going to try. Sorry. Just try to ignore it.
Soooo..... I'm not exactly sure what to talk about now. I don't remember what my dream was from last night. I think it was a good one, though. At least I didn't wake up feeling terrible, like I do after a bad dream. That could just mean I didn't have one, though. I don't know.
Abby's music is rubbing off on me. I am getting depressed (she is listening to a song called "betrayal" by Apocalyptica). I don't really want to talk to anyone at the moment, but I probably will have to sometime soon. I can feel myself getting into one of my silent moods. I seem to be getting into those a lot lately. Hmmmm.... Maybe I am depressed. I don't really know.
I am starting to really hate life at the moment. Well, mostly just the fact that every time I see my parents they are yelling at me to do my homework and talk to my teachers and do everything right then. They don't seem to understand that it isn't that simple. It just isn't. I can't do everything at once, and they expect me to. I don't really think I am going to be able to pass Math, and I am doing all that I can to try to make it happen anyway, but this is how our conversations have gone for the past few weeks: "Why aren't you doing this?" "I already did everything I know how to do." "Well, how much didn't you do?" "Everything I didn't know how..." "Well, you need to learn from the book." "I can't. I don't understand it at all." "Well, you are going to have to. That is how I learned Math all through school." "I think they made them differently back then." "School hasn't changed that much from when I was in school thirty years ago." (Silence on my part, but really thinking, "You don't even know what school is like now.") "You don't seem to care that you aren't going to pass, but we are trying to help you." (again, silence, but thinking, "Of course I care. There is just nothing I can do to force my teachers to give me passing grades.") "Well, aren't you going to do something?" "I am doing it my own way, I know what I am doing. (Thinking, "I understand every part of my situation, you don't even know half of it.")" "Well, we tried your way; it didn't work." (Silence, but thinking, "No we didn't. We partially mixed my way and yours. That definitely didn't work.")
This was about the time that I walk away, parents yelling after me.
Sorry, I was going to stop complaining. I am starting to wonder if that is possible for me. Hopefully this stuff will all go away when school ends. Actually, probably not completely, but that would be nice. At least it will lessen quite a bit. Hopefully.
That was about the time
Monday, May 17, 2010
*sizzle drip drip melting brain*
Math is officially scalding my brain. I have a bunch of homework that is late and that I need to turn in. Math is foremost among these. I spent about 5 hours on Saturday doing it, and I didn't even get close to finishing. I got through all five or six assignments, but I had no idea how to do about 50-60% of the problems on them, hence, 50-60% didn't get done. All I am going to say is that I love the back of the book. A lot. Yesterday I spent about an hour and a half with my brother-in-law, Doug, finishing some problems. We got one and a half assignments done. Joy.
I swear though, he can read Math. My dad keeps telling me I can learn from the book, but no. I know this is impossible. But whenever Doug didn't know how to do the problem, he just flipped straight to the page he needed and pointed to an example that I never would have found, and was then able to actually understand what the book was trying to say. I can never do that. The book, instead of just saying, "The red line on the graph" says things like, "The inverse side of the radius of a circle" and whatnot. It is not cool at all.
I have to stay after for Math today, and tomorrow, and the whole week, probably, unless I get everything turned in. Hmmm....
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Ummm..... Nemo?
So. Yesterday I was honestly trying to do my homework. I really was. It was just... I was tired. It didn't work. I fell asleep for a few hours. While I was sleeping, I had an odd dream. I suppose I will put it on my blog, just because. Probably no one is reading this anyway.
In my dream, I was in this odd place with a bunch of people I know getting briefed for the thing we were going to do. I'm not sure what It was. Anyways, we split into teams of about 10 or so people and started doing some random stuff. Like, we would go through all these random decrepit buildings and have to go through weird obstacles. Then we would get past them to these random shacks that had a piano in each corner. Sometimes we had to play it, sometimes the pianos took us to odd places like scenes from movies, unlikely places and other strange places.
jnuyd <-- love, Abby.
Well, anyways. So, one of the scenes I remember is going into Finding Nemo and going through some places in there. For some reason, my friend and I were talking about this huge inside joke we have in front of everyone as we were trying to make it through the trench thing in it and that one school of fish was following us and trying to give us directions. It was odd. And this other guy was trying and failing to make sense of our joke and it was kind of awkward because people jump t0 conclusions about that joke.
In another shack, we were put on a plane and it would only fly if someone were playing the piano. But it would only fly if they were being "sincere" about it. They didn't necessarily need to be good, but if they just played nothing, the plane would start to descend. If you stopped, the plane would fall. Of course, I was the only one who could play the piano. So I wished for hymnbook so I could play since I don't have that many songs memorized other than the classic: Mary Had a Little Lamb. Hmmm...
Well, as you can tell, this is what I dream about. I didn't tell you everything, but I really don't think you want to know.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Mercury
So, last nightI had this freakish dream. I don't remember it all, but here is part of it, just because I can't think of what else to write about. You non-existent readers out there are probably tired of hearing me whine about my grades.
The first thing I remember of the dream was sitting in this weird yellow armchair on the grass in my backyard while my mom did some yardwork on the other side of the yard. I kept getting mad because all these ants kept crawling up the side of my chair and coming towards me. I was killing all the ones I could find, but more and more just kept coming. I was suddenly afraid that they would come from the other side, the side that I was sitting on (I was sitting on the arm of the chair), so I quickly stood up. For some reason, none of them had come from that side. By this time, there were a ton of ants all over the other armrest.
I stood up again and picked up the chair, shaking it to get all the ants off as I moved it onto the cement. I was really mad that they kept coming for me. My mom was just standing there looking at me and giving me weird looks; probably because I was holding this yellow armchair and shaking it and looking furious.
Well, I finally set the chair down on the cement not too far from the grass. I then remember seeing a squad of ants led by a red ant coming towards my chair. I was irritated that they kept coming after me! Anyway, I killed all the ones that came up my chair, then I finally don't even remember what I did next.
I think the dream shifted then, because the next thing I remember is being with some dark, mysterious guy who's face I could never see, even though I don't think he was wearing a mask or anything. We had to use Mercury to do some sort of covert mission, I don't remember what, but I think it might have had something to do with cars and balloons. Don't ask me.
After we finished doing whatever we had been doing, we went back to my garage to put the Mercury away, but he warned me not to put it too close to the Tritium or the Aluminum. It could catch fire if the Tritium exploded from as far as 20 feet away. I don't remember why I couldn't put it witht the Aluminum. Then I heard this horrible beeping and I freaked out for a second before I realized it was my alarm.
Well, that was my weird dream. I know, it probably doesn't make sense. Oh, well.
The first thing I remember of the dream was sitting in this weird yellow armchair on the grass in my backyard while my mom did some yardwork on the other side of the yard. I kept getting mad because all these ants kept crawling up the side of my chair and coming towards me. I was killing all the ones I could find, but more and more just kept coming. I was suddenly afraid that they would come from the other side, the side that I was sitting on (I was sitting on the arm of the chair), so I quickly stood up. For some reason, none of them had come from that side. By this time, there were a ton of ants all over the other armrest.
I stood up again and picked up the chair, shaking it to get all the ants off as I moved it onto the cement. I was really mad that they kept coming for me. My mom was just standing there looking at me and giving me weird looks; probably because I was holding this yellow armchair and shaking it and looking furious.
Well, I finally set the chair down on the cement not too far from the grass. I then remember seeing a squad of ants led by a red ant coming towards my chair. I was irritated that they kept coming after me! Anyway, I killed all the ones that came up my chair, then I finally don't even remember what I did next.
I think the dream shifted then, because the next thing I remember is being with some dark, mysterious guy who's face I could never see, even though I don't think he was wearing a mask or anything. We had to use Mercury to do some sort of covert mission, I don't remember what, but I think it might have had something to do with cars and balloons. Don't ask me.
After we finished doing whatever we had been doing, we went back to my garage to put the Mercury away, but he warned me not to put it too close to the Tritium or the Aluminum. It could catch fire if the Tritium exploded from as far as 20 feet away. I don't remember why I couldn't put it witht the Aluminum. Then I heard this horrible beeping and I freaked out for a second before I realized it was my alarm.
Well, that was my weird dream. I know, it probably doesn't make sense. Oh, well.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Cheese Log
I am sooo tired..... And I have lots of homework.... And I haven't done much of it.... And I am really stupid for procrastinating all of it.
Tomorrow I need to turn in a ton of stuff for English. I am not at all excited to do this.
Tomorrow I also have a few things for Chemistry that I need to get done. But not as much, luckily.
On Friday I have my Mastery Points for Spanish due, but I don't have that class on Friday, so I would like to get it done today and turn it in tomorrow. It is worth 250 points. Bleh.
I also have another project for Spanish due tomorrow that I need my friend to do. So this time it is not only me. It feels nice to finally be able to blame someone else for part of it. But, I admit, it is partially my fault.
I am soooo ready for summer.
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